Don’t take this the wrong way but I’m so very grateful for the things people have given me and the things they do for me but I am so sick of this shit. I need to get out completely on my own. I feel like I can’t be me and do anything right when I’m always being watched.. I swear to god when I come home from basic I’m gonna leave and go somewhere where I can truly be on my own.
If that bitch ruins your career ima rip her hair out. Don’t worry I’m staying by your side. Trying to be silly in a serious way, at least there wouldn’t be anymore secrets..
It’d be so much easier if we could tell people.. But then again people not knowing could help out. I feel like when people know something about you there’s a higher chance of it crashing and burning. Just wish it didn’t have to be as much of a secret.. I really hope this works out when I come back because I like how things are going now :*